dimanche 11 janvier 2015

the cold room



it's a beauty
very country-style living
cape codish light wooden walls
dark wooden floors and a mansard roof
uncluttered and neat
two small frames on the wall: ganeshji and lisa's peonias
the cotton curtains white and aqua blue

i keep it closed
when evening comes
when it's minus 20
and the ancient walls can't keep the cold out

i keep it closed
to save energy
to stay cozy and bundled up in the lounging boudoir
where the walls are a little thicker
insulation a little better

i keep it closed
although i wish it was open
i wish it would offer its great view
its depth of field
i wish it was the house's hot spot

i've had this vision of a tall visitation
climbing the stairs to the second floor flat
stopping on the second to last
faces meeting face to face
arriving welcoming heyhow'reyoudoing

i've had this vision
of a warm celebration
gezellig room with cape cod charm
winter frost infiltrating
still the room torrefying


i keep it closed
until winter loses its bite
finding warmth and delight
without the middleman
finding warmth and delight directly
within me